♥Sunday, February 24, 2008

Loner

I dunno whats wrong wif me.
I don't want to be loner. I find myself being so lonely lately.
I haven't been able to forge good relationships with my colleagues even up till now. Right now, i am still going lunch breaks on my own. And i basically just do my own things and shut up most of the time.

Today, i was sitting in a corner alone and then doing work. Then one of my colleagues came and ask me to sit closer to them. I was happy at 1st, cos i felt like they actually bothered about me. But dunno why when i sit with them, i feel even more lonely lor.
Worse still, i think i sort of find out that they have been saying things behind my back. Dunno what kinda stuff lar. I think a few of the dealers were also bitching about me to my colleagues lor. Aiyah also dunno i too sensitive or what. But my "radar" for this kinda thing usually quite accurate one.

Today was like totally crazy lor, keep on answering calls and the calls keep coming. Worse is some of these calls actually lasted as long as 20 minutes lor. Wah lau, my throat is just about to recover wor, but i think at this rate, i will continue to sound like "ah du".

Haiz, i dun like it leh. Why am i stuck in this situation? What am i doing this for?
Is it like that becos they were already very close when i got here?
Or was it becos i close up to them?
Haiz.

For those of you who have friends at school or at work to accompany you everyday.
I just think you are simply really lucky.

Xian Hao

Labels: XianHao's Weekly Journal

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☆:
如果海会说话
如果风爱上砂
如果有些想念
遗忘在漫长的长假
我会聆听浪花
让风吹过头发
任记忆里的爱情
在时间潮汐里喧哗
非得等春天远了夏天才近了
我是在回首时终于懂得
当阳光 再次
回到那飘着雨的国境之南
我会试着把那一年的故事
再接下去说完
当阳光 再次
离开那太晴朗的国境之南
妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱
在告别前用微笑全归还
海很蓝 星光灿烂
我仍空着我的臂弯
天很宽 在我独自唱歌的夜晚
请原谅我的爱诉说的太缓慢
当阳光 再次
回到那飘着雨的国境之南
我会试着把那一年的故事
再接下去说完
当阳光 再次
离开那太晴朗的国境之南
妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱
在告别前用微笑全归还



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